speaking of ladies, Renee deserves a medal or a key to the city or something. I have spent the past year painstakingly untangling the monstrously fucked up web that is 21 years of abuse and trauma. she is there for me every single day whether I am too miserable to leave bed and sobbing the day away or too anxiety ridden to complete one coherent sentence. she listens to every word that comes out of my mouth and is endlessly patient. she never complains or makes any of it about herself. she does all of this with grace. A+ lady.
this woman in her 60’s or maybe 70’s was flirting with me on the elevator and she was so witty and clever and honestly a total babe. she had me blushing and antsy. Renee is always telling me that ladies give me signals and I completely do not pick up on them. this is maybe the only time I can recall that a stranger was being flirty with me and not only did I pick up on it, but I didn’t feel hyper uncomfortable like I usually do.
The moral of the story is that sometimes older ladies are the full package and also the hottest babe at school.